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I wrote a really long post about what is going on and then erased it.

There is nothing I need to say about it.

I failed alot this year so far and I'm getting help. I got a new job and it is pretty great. My life keeps changing and the people that dont support me I can love without needing approval or understanding. I can love and not submit.




I thought for a long time that I would prefer it if I could erase the past three years... and now, I really really dont. I'm not "happy" per se- but I know that I can be, that I will be, and it will be healthy.




And you know what? It's sunny today. My hair is clean(ish). This is a new job and challenge. I'm ready to work hard.